40 hours~ I never Sleep !

Can you imagin that How do I look like when I was working  for 40hours WITHOUT sleeping ?

Im so Tired...But I CAN'T sleep...I think is too ''overload''...Can't feel the sleepy already...When I close my eyes...All the assignment appears in my mind...Can just stop it and give me some breath ?Really a Big challenge for me...I almost did all the part which Im not in charge for it...Measurement...Layout....Design...Illustrator...Colour selection...Modify...bla bla bla...

Maybe I just scared that someone will spoil my work...Group Assignment...Not everyone can follow your idea...But must have to be coorperate with each others..Discuss among each other...To share the ideas...Actually is Good to learn and study...I will take it as a challenge also experience...

Packaging design for assignment had already printed out~ Overall Im quite happy...AVA...Thats our branding for skin care product...Ideas of the name from my group member...I should ....yawn***...Im yawning when Blogging...issshhh...Anyway...Is not perfect..But I had tried my best...Will upload my artwork soon coming this weekend...Stay tune...

Raining again~

Im Emo again~

Rushing again~

Never stop again~

Dreamt of you again~

Missing you again~

Never sleep again~

Panda eyes again~

Hungry again~

Ate too much again~

Tired again~

Took a nap again~

And woke up again~

Again and Again~

When can I meet you Again ?

Weekend is Around the corner~

Just like Christmas also around the corner~

My bed is around the corner too~

Is time to take a bath and Take a nap~

Nite Nite~

Muacks~

So Cold in The Library ~ and Im Blogging in the Library alone~

Sooooo Cold ! ! !

Im freezing Im freezing Im freezed~

I almost spent whole day in the library to discuss the packaging design and cultural assignments with my group member....And good news is....I no need to sleep tonight...Well....Quite Big challenge to me....I have to complete it tonight...Is impossible...But I will try my best to make possible....Yi chyuan ... one of my group member..forgot to bring the product...he ran back to kelana jaya to take the product for us...WoW...Thanks for yi chyuan...Not attending any class today...huhuhu...Is first time..Someone said that Im lazy weh : p Submission is around the corner...Omg ....Can I make it ?God ...please give me some power....thursday packaging...fri cultural...Boss(tutor) you make me crazy !!

I received a surprising ''Harloo'' today~

Im happy and appreciate~

And I talked too much also~

I scared Im too scary to people~

Isit good to be keep everything as a secret ~

Or just spread out from own heart~

xiu xiu xiu xiu~

Don't think too much~

hehe~

Hakka Cruisine - Lei Cha...1st time tried this...WoW....nice....Just realized that I'm Hakka. But I never eat this.Don't think that is not full for your stomach...Is very full!The soup is special...basic ingredient is mint...Try this Try this...Bring along me too..I want to eat too XD

My Emo Look~ Someone knocking my door actually~ haha

 Is tooooo cold ~ I can't type anything using my finger anymore~

Is freezing~Will upload more next time ya~

Monday Is blue in Colour~

Monday Blue~

Wake up in the early Morning again~ Alarm rang about 2hours...I keep on ignore ignore and ignore...Finally...The worries MARI...Is time for my assignment...Finally knew that I can upload my photos at my college...No wonder broadband so weak....Cause me cannot upload any photos...But my laptop is damn heavy...should I always bring it along to my college to just upload photos ??? -_-''' isssh~

I was so careless today...I cook some sup today..I let it boil...Until after 2hours more...Im just realize that I forgot to switch off the heat...Im so worried about that...I ran back to my hostel...Luckily still have water inside...but too little...Very dangerous...Oh my Oh my...Everything back to normal....God Bless...

Having a very long and panic group disccusion today....until 7pm....wao wao wao...Raining again....I walking back alone on the street...Im holding my heavy laptop...and unbrella....wao wao wao....So cold and Lonely...

But I love rains...weird right...I wish that It could change to autumn...dry Leaves~I love the sound when I stepping on those dried leaves...Im weird But Im happy with it...Haha...

So funny ... Im having weird dream last nite....I have alot of iphone infront of me...That guy said...U won all this...Congratulation...Wow!I can't remembet how many...but is whole table..Different colours.... hahahaha...

Not bad....Quite nice...Enjoyed it ! XD

Im having a fat tummy recently~why why can't just slim down a bit har....Overall is ok but just the part....Suddenly come out one fat fat ...ishhh....Did so much exercise be4 sleep...Not Even Work...

Haihzzz....

 人 + 态度 = 不会满足

人为什么不会满足～

我怎么很会这样呢～

喜欢拥有很多很多～

最好就是只有你有～

让其他人去羡慕你～

可我只能羡慕人家～

身材很好脚又很长～

皮肤白皙健健康康～

有个不错的男朋友～

手上拿着名牌包包～

知识分子聪明过人～

我承认我虚荣心强～

但不会盲目的追求～

可是心里会不好受～

人最重要活得开心～

但有谁真正是快乐～

Im still alive But Im barely Breathing

Just Praying to a God that I don't Believe in

Cos I'm got time while He got freedom

Cos when a Heart Breaks not it don't break Even...

I like this song when  it sang by Maddi Jane...

Talented~ *_*

recently my legs got hurt or injured~

wondering why this area ''black green'' that area ''black green''~

Why am I Sooo Careless~

So BIG BIG girl ard still don't know how to take care yourself ?~

Thats all for today~

Photos uploaded~Feel Free to take a look~^^

KLCC almost closed all the lights~Silent night~I saw that~The moment we are so close to wach other~Im stil remember ~

~The 2nd pair expensive shoe that I purchased~

 

 ~Sky Bar~Their menu's design outlook is cool~Logo quite nice wt...

Red Wine~KLCC just beside me ~

The place is too romantic~ Dark dark weh~

Sharing my Final ~Is a Set of Brouchure~

Don't think is perfect~But Im happy with it~

More photos will be upload soon~

Stay tune~^^

Sunday ~ Im FULL of Love~

Woke up in the early AFTERNOON today...Is already 2pm...It was good...Because I no need to set alarm today...Was went to Sky Bar last night...Was my 1st STEP on the SKY........bar.....haha...I like the environment there...How wish that I could celebrate my birthday there~ huhuhu~Wearing a Blue dinner dress~(imagine the scene)....Wishing Vion's bf happy Birthday to you REX...Was having a nice and relaxing moment with renny, chua, vion, rex and heng...We drank wine and play those funny silly game to warm up the boring mode...LOL....Thanks for the saturday night...will upload photos soon...stay tune..^^

After that, My previous Ex asked me for a drink...Wow...We almost 2 years no meet...It is great to hear that he recovered...Was having a good chating with him at my favourite coffee shop...STARBUCKS...7more chops...I can get it ! the starbucks limited edition notebook....wow wow....I want it I want it....Anyway thanks for the coffee Nicholas.Hope you will achieve your business soon...all the best...

Is time for me and my Mom...Thanks nicholas for fetching me to sgwang...Im just looks like my MOM...hello...she is my mom...She is not my elder sis...^^...I was having a dinner with my mom at teppanyaki restaurant...We chat until so exiciting when eating...Wondering how much I still want to share with  my mom...a LOT things happened recently...After that...Just for a short shopping with mom...Im looking for Dinner dress for coming wedding dinner...

Mom fetch me back to my hostel...Is raining cats and dogs...Mom accompany me and cook for me...owh...I have a very lovely mom...Mom so worry about my safety...Advice me always lock the door , always lock your own laptop...always eat on time...Mom bought me chicken essense...Owh....Thanks MoM....

I will take good care of myself Mom....Thanks for everything MoM....Love ya...Muacks....

Raining Cats and Dogs again~

In the House that Im not belongs to~

But Im belongs to my MOM~

MoM belongs to me~

Im not alone today~

MoM will always stand by side ~

When I hv nobody~

A call from parents~

Is Soooo Important to me~

Although Im stressing for my assignment~

Caring from parents is Warm and Touch~

Mom~

Please take good care of yourself ya~

Love ya~

觉得和妈妈相处的时间真的很短～

看到妈妈～

想要去看看我喜欢的高跟鞋也几乎不在乎了～

在逛逛看看我的小晚装～

有妈在～

还是很像两姐妹在逛街给意见～

很放心～

虽然不敢对妈说些肉麻的话～

我怕我说的当时～

会哭啊～

因为我知道妈的辛苦～

但我却帮不上忙～

我真的很心酸～

所以我爱我家人～

是不会对他们说～

就像我爱一个人～

也不会说出口～

因为～

是放在心里～

朋友又要去买iphone了～

为什么我却喜欢Ipod Touch ?~

我也搞不懂～

真的能拥有它吗？

恐怕只是场梦～

天啊～

别想了～

好可怕～

Will upload sone photos soon~

I can't upload anything when Im using my broadband~

Issshhh~

Sunday ~ Im FULL of Love~

Woke up in the early AFTERNOON today...Is already 2pm...It was good...Because I no need to set alarm today...Was went to Sky Bar last night...Was my 1st STEP on the SKY........bar.....haha...I like the environment there...How wish that I could celebrate my birthday there~ huhuhu~Wearing a Blue dinner dress~(imagine the scene)....Wishing Vion's bf happy Birthday to you REX...Was having a nice and relaxing moment with renny, chua, vion, rex and heng...We drank wine and play those funny silly game to warm up the boring mode...LOL....Thanks for the saturday night...will upload photos soon...stay tune..^^

After that, My previous Ex asked me for a drink...Wow...We almost 2 years no meet...It is great to hear that he recovered...Was having a good chating with him at my favourite coffee shop...STARBUCKS...7more chops...I can get it ! the starbucks limited edition notebook....wow wow....I want it I want it....Anyway thanks for the coffee Nicholas.Hope you will achieve your business soon...all the best...

Is time for me and my Mom...Thanks nicholas for fetching me to sgwang...Im just looks like my MOM...hello...she is my mom...She is not my elder sis...^^...I was having a dinner with my mom at teppanyaki restaurant...We chat until so exiciting when eating...Wondering how much I still want to share with  my mom...a LOT things happened recently...After that...Just for a short shopping with mom...Im looking for Dinner dress for coming wedding dinner...

Mom fetch me back to my hostel...Is raining cats and dogs...Mom accompany me and cook for me...owh...I have a very lovely mom...Mom so worry about my safety...Advice me always lock the door , always lock your own laptop...always eat on time...Mom bought me chicken essense...Owh....Thanks MoM....

I will take good care of myself Mom....Thanks for everything MoM....Love ya...Muacks....

Raining Cats and Dogs again~

In the House that Im not belongs to~

But Im belongs to my MOM~

MoM belongs to me~

Im not alone today~

MoM will always stand by side ~

When I hv nobody~

A call from parents~

Is Soooo Important to me~

Although Im stressing for my assignment~

Caring from parents is Warm and Touch~

Mom~

Please take good care of yourself ya~

Love ya~

觉得和妈妈相处的时间真的很短～

看到妈妈～

想要去看看我喜欢的高跟鞋也几乎不在乎了～

在逛逛看看我的小晚装～

有妈在～

还是很像两姐妹在逛街给意见～

很放心～

虽然不敢对妈说些肉麻的话～

我怕我说的当时～

会哭啊～

因为我知道妈的辛苦～

但我却帮不上忙～

我真的很心酸～

所以我爱我家人～

是不会对他们说～

就像我爱一个人～

也不会说出口～

因为～

是放在心里～

朋友又要去买iphone了～

为什么我却喜欢Ipod Touch ?~

我也搞不懂～

真的能拥有它吗？

恐怕只是场梦～

天啊～

别想了～

好可怕～

Will upload sone photos soon~

I can't upload anything when Im using my broadband~

Issshhh~

One Silent Saturday~Im Not Alone~

Went to Mist Club last night with my college friends...Just realize that the Mist club is just located at bangsa area...MILK just beside the Mist...The pretty cute logo type that I had mentioned...Is full of people queing up to enter the club...And I saw a lot of Pretty Girls around...How sexy and pretty...haha...Anyway...I enjoyed it when in the club...One thing that I never change is...I love to dance and drink...Others ....hmm... no no no...DJ looking at me when I was dancing on the stage...He treat me a beer on the spot...To prove that I dance well on the stage compared to others ladies...Should I happy ? LoL...anyway...I just drank little to ''ying chao'' him lo...After that I did to ask the bartender to take the marvel for me...which is inside the bottle...Tried so hard to explain to him what I actually want with the empty bottle...Finally I just got one...hmm hmm...Not bad at least I did ask...I saw my favourite DJ too...I like his remix..and his style of wearing the earphone...Extremelly Cute! He is not a cool guy but a cute guy...hahaha...He is Dj Monkey...

Now now....Another lecture class for today...I slept until 12pm noon today...Class is at 1pm...Gosh...My head felt uncomfortable...At least I still awake...LoL...Anyway...Today's lecture notes is more easy to understand compared to others chapter...

So tiring today afternoon...Having a steamboat for dinner tonight with my friends...I knew that I have not enough sleep during a VERY short nap...Following my ex' car to reach there...I must say that.. I don't feel hungry but I still can eat alot of meat !...beef....bacon....pork...Nonstop until the end....Anyway thanks for the giving...enjoy the moment...They going to Sky bar later...And I don't think I can join them...It is quite weird...Because Im single.. and 2 couples will be there...How weird if I join them...hahaha...Anyway I hope they can enjoy it at the bar...Never been to Sky Bar before...Wondering how nice view there...Chance still there...I wish that I could celebrate my birthday at luna bar or sky bar next year...^^Will it posible ? hahaha....

One thing....I did wrote that my belongings all rosak in the same time...Now coming another one...My umbrella...Ishhh...Please laaa....what else ???...

Plan changed...Going to join them at Sky Bar...Will enjoy the Moment...

Will update tomorrow morning~

Enjoy the weekend buddy ~

Money = Is really a THING ~

I practicing my presentation until 3am last night...woke up in the early morning at 8am...And start pratice again until 10am....Too bad...waiting so long and thts not the venue....we have to moved to another block to start our presentation....Actually running out of time....This tutor really funny...She don't even pay attention when we are  presenting...Hello ?! We put alot of effort ok ...Spent about half and hour to present all the sources that we have found....And ? You telling us to skip this part skip that part ? Are you ok ?...Whatever, I hope everything gonna be alright...

Is it a time to change my another style for my formal clothes ?...Wondering where can find those black skirt.....hmm....Is time to change...Because I always wearing the same formal during every presentation...How boring weh....Anyway...Today blog....Im still mention ..... MONEY !

I Don't like to ask for money from parent~

But how do I survive when my pocket dont even have RM1 ?~

I wish to work partime to earn extra income~

To purchase the thing that I like~

IPOD TOUCH  !!!

CHARLES & KEITH HIGH HEELS !

DKNY !

BAGS !

DINNER DRESS!

JOGOYA!

BASKIN ROBBIN !

TOO many have to list out~

The most important thing is ~

Better don't go for shopping~

This is the way that you no need to envy ~

Rather spending time outing to touch the nature~

BEACH ! BEACH ! BEACH !

BROGA HILL ! BROGA HILL !

WATER FALLS ! WATER FALLS !

Actually so tiring today~

Wonder why Im still can facebooki+ing , twitter+ing, blog+ing here~

Im waiting with nothing~

But Im stupid~

I believe is worth to wait~

Because I never give up~

I will be here for you~

Im still do to dream of you every night~

To prove that Im still missing you~

Michelin getting darker and darker~

His head so dirty already~

Should I laughing at it ?~

But thanks for accompany me every single night~

Purely white pillow~

Today is Thanks Giving Day~

Im Wishing everyone of you a Happy Thank Giving~

I appreciate the caring ~

EnD

我流下寂寞的眼泪～I cried the moment I woke up just now~

空虚的打击

刚才小睡了一会～

醒来过后～

心来了一股不舒服的感觉～

我不知道为什么～

那种感觉涌上了我的眼睛～

结果就是哭了出来～

我此时觉得很空虚很空虚～

不知如何形容那种感觉～

或许就是那个习惯吧～

我觉得～

很难戒掉～

在人面前装没事～

对自己说没什么大不了～

朋友问我～

决定好了吗？决定了就不要后悔～

我想说的是～

我决定好了～但我不保证我能戒得掉～

到处都是他的的影子～

要怎么习惯一个人生活～

原来我没以前那么坚强～

原来我很寂寞～

遇到开心的事～

很自然～

我却跑去告诉他～

多可笑～

当一个人想回去的时候～

为什么会这样呢～

对～

我是不能原谅他伤害过我～

但我忘记不到～

他对我的好～

一切都成了习惯～

已经不想一个人留在这间房间里了～

感觉上～都是一个人在面对所有的事～

还以为我说分手～

真的不会那么伤心～

原来强忍了三个星期～

我还是哭了～

可能就是忍太久～

所以还是哭的很够力～

哈哈～原来我也很傻～

还以为自己很理智～

背后却那么微弱～

很可笑咯～

在那里装什么坚强～

最后还是自己幸苦～

下一步～

我该怎么走下去～

我真的不知道～

Raining heavily = Tears so heavy

Raining heavily today~No one can control the rain~

Just like my tears~

Im walking alone on the road~Cold wind blows my inner heart~

Doesn't mean anything~

Im alone again~

Can't find a better place~ To hide my sadness~

The only way is~ be happy ~hide my sadness behind the happiness~

Without caring~ Im weak~

Im just a normal girl~

Which full of different faces to facing the future~

Trying her hard to be tough~

But doesn't mean she is a wonder woman~

I need a hug ~

a warm hug that I really belongs to~

But~ where ?

Will you be there for me ?

I don't want to walk alone~

No way~

Hope everything go smooth tomorrow for my advertising presentation....I must cheer up myself to be clear now....Try to avoid...Try my best to avoid....I wish that I can do it....Today's moral presentation are too bad....Why people can do well on their presentation...Why I always nervous all the time and blank when teacher asking for the question....Second year already....Im still dont even know how to prepare well in my presentation...I did put effort....is maybe not enough at all....

Don't give up Eshen ~ Don't give up !

I need music now ~ Listening An Honest Mistake's songs to ''LAP''all my sadness away !

Stand up again and face the REALITY~

e.n.d

 

Im Purple Today~Im

Chating with my Ex-boyfriend in facebook last night...he is having a sick and staying at hospital for 2weeks already....

''G Mou Dan''....hmm quite serious....Im happy that we still can chat like friends....He told me that he going to open his own salon next year....Wow...Sure will go and support!But anyway hope he will recover soon....

 I told him Im just break up with my bf...and he told me that he without a gf until now....LoL....He really changed alot....Hardworking to earn money....Anyway...all the best to him....

This week is too busy and too rush....Can't even have a good sleep....full of group discussion....full of presentation..Today I was showing my packaging design in the lecture hall...My box have been selected to display outside the office..How surprising when I heard my branding of ''COCOA MOMENT'' from tutor's mouth..Thanks god to saw my effort..Blessing...I HOPE that everythings go smooth coming every challenge...after that...I can relax myself coming this Sat and Sun....

Any plan ???2 of my friends birthday this cuming Saturday~ 2 birthday boys~ How do I can attend 2 places in the same time ???

Church or Birthday Party ??

I wish to go church weh~ long time never meet them already and wishing Joseph infront of him~^^

I wish to go birthday party too ~ Because I have been invited by my friend~

How ? How ? How ? =_=

Woke up in the morning today~

Just like a zombie without energy~

Facing my laptop and start my work~

Duration only for one hour~

I off to bed again and sleep like a dead people~

Dreamt of you AGAIN !

Officially Officially~

That I can't control~

If I ain't got you

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before but that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby

Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

If I ain't got you with me, baby
Said nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me, baby

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEq9EKwanJE 

Here's a song to share with You when u are viewing my Blog~

我虽然寂寞～

但在这个世界上～

还有很多寂寞的人～

所以我不是寂寞的寂寞人～

我寂寞的去等待～

等待一个不知道能不能够实现的可能~

在寂寞等待的每一刻～

就是我在成长的时刻～

“你不知道的事， 多得是”

End~

Tuesday~The Colour of Blue, Black and Red~

Blue   ~  My mood is so Blue~

Black ~ My Eye is getting darker and darker~

Red   ~ My Attitude is getting worst ~

Blue means Cold ~

Black is not a colour ~

Red means Warm ~

What colour will you choose to represent today's mood ?

My life just like a piece of paper~

Im white start from the beginning~

But now Im full of colour on this paper~

No more space to let me to paint anymore ~

I think I have choosed another piece a plain paper ~

To start my 1st paint~

It is the 1st step of my new life ~

To start my new life ~

I should paint Black for my background~

The following colour should be sharp~

It can shows that ~

My life is outstanding ~ My life is full of power~

What colour will you looking for with your 1st eyes ?

What if I paint a yellow colour infront of the black ?

Yellow or Black ?

Please watch with colour~

Black is not a colour~

Black is the place to hide sadness~

No one can see it and feel it ~

Because full of colours infront the black~

Im started to cover up all the black space ~

To tell everyone ~

Im full of COLOURS~

Woke up in the morning today~

Alarm stops my dream~

I dreamt of you again~

How weird ~

How come it will appear everyday ?

When I tell you ~

Do you believe me ?

If dreams can be proved~

It must be very interesting~

Im a full time thinker ~Thats why~

Today is a tiring and busy day for me....done the moral assignment...have to think of the new branding for the skin care product and come out with a packaging layout....I really have no idea for it....mind stuck all the time...why do i always facing this kind of problem?....hmm hmm hmm....I could come out with interesting ideas wt...I can do this ! I can do this !

Christmas is around the corner~

My birthday also around the corner too~

Oh my Oh my ~ Im turning to 22 soon !

How wish I could back to 18years old~ LoL~

Back to Simple school Life~(actually Im quite naughty in the school)

Wondering how will my birthday could be ~

Maybe alone ~

Touch wood touch wood !

I don't wanna be alone !

22~ everything must double !

double cakes and double present and double double wishes~

LoL ~

Is just day dream ~

E.N.D .........

Monday = 1st Day of the Week~

1st week for My single life~

The day without You~

Please take good care of youself~

The day without You~

Im learning to back to my ''single life attitude'' 

Because I am who I am~

Received a warm greeting from Someone in the morning~

It is simple and short ~

But will be full of energy today~

I don't know what will happen soon~

Maybe~ the day will never come ~

I don't think I will regret~

Because Im enjoy the moment~

Wearing a new shoe to college today....quite painful my god....I think is maybe because of new shoe....Is time to adapt it....Just like Im starting to adapt in my single life....

Im went to Yang's new house (classmate) to pratice my singing skill and yang's guitar skill....

Really tough....A perfect match really need to practice more to get a better result..

But it is quite fun and interesting for me...I love the sound of guitar...is....just unique....

3 hours for 3 songs...Cos there is a lot of mistake to fix and problem to solve....

But at least one song can be perform better than just now~

Thanks yang for the coorporation~ lol~

Love

How can you define this SO CALLED ''''LOVE''''

To me ~ love is just like an art ~

Very subjective~

Because everyone having different perception of LOVE....

Aggree ?

Anyway ~ will be a busy week start from today~

I wish I won't be fall sick this time ~

This is not the right time ~

Is time to sleep~

Is time to count sheep~

Is time to meet YOU~

Good Night and Good Morning~

Happened Of The Day =Sunday=

Chance

Chance doesn't appear infront of you when you keep on waiting ~

Chance is to give for who is already prepared ~

I missed a lot of important Chance in my life ~

Chance gone infront of my eyes ~

I regret what I have missed ~

Sometimes ~ Chance really important for everyone ~

So ~ Please don't think that is not important ~

Cherish what you have ~

Cherish your chance ~

I dreamt of you again today~

You looks real in my dream~

I woke up suddenly ~

And you are gone ~

How to tell you ~

How much I miss you~

How long I should wait for u ~

Tell me ~

Tell me everything in your heart ~

Don't just leave without me ~

Sun Burn Under The Sun ?

You waiting for me outside my hostel...the moment while you waiting...did u think carefully what i said to you previously ? Why is everything comes to the end , you just realize everything ? Don't you think it is too late ?

Chance~ I gave ~ How much I gave ~ I really don't know...Don't tell me that you are waiting for me under the sun~Isit you want me to pity you ??

I'm so bad , Don't even know how to treat a boyffriend well ~Why you still want it huh ?

Biar la!

Please think please think , Don't just wait and see k~

Wasting time at 1U -----Mid Valley you are the best-----

Walk so long to looking some shoe~

my shoe almost can laugh behind me (means my shoe having a big mouth)

Converse is my final decision~

Really expensive for me ~

but unfortunaly~ not my size !

Don't even have my size ! ( the smallest is 4 )

I need 3 !!!

Search all over the 1u ~

I just know ~ I prefer plain ~

I saw hat ~ I prefer plain ~

I saw high heels~ I prefer beige color(plain)

Do I looks so plain huh ~ LoL

I wish I could be more stlylish~

If I can affort to purchase it~

Mid Valley Better than 1u

Looking for my favourite Baskin Robbin Ice Cream Flavor in Mid ~ Bingo ! I gotcha !

1U please improve laaa~issshhhh

'''OLD FASHIONED BUTTER PECAN NUTS'' THIS IS WHAT I WANT !

Few minutes ago~

Time to choose my shoe~

Lukily~ thats my size ~

3 !!! heres the problem again~

What color ??

Grey ? White ? Dark green ? Brown ?

Ok ~ thats it ! Dark green with yellow~

Let's go home my Converse~

weeeee~

Thats all for today~~~

Show me your IC please~ =_='''

1st time went inside to the genting casino~ 

The Guard asked me to show him my IC~

Do i Really look young ~

Should I happy har ???

hmmm~

My opinion is....

Casino is so BORING !

Nothing I am Interested~

But This game is cool~And PAINFUL !

Slogan ~ I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

haha~really a stupid game but it is good to release your anger~pain and syok !

it is good that tonight wont't be a lonely night~

I have some friends with me tonight~

We all gather to yam cha at genting old town~

Starbucks already full ~

Friend(heng) belanja me play games and bakuteh in the casino and starbuck coffee~

Appreciate~

It really cheer me up ~

Thanks for everything guys~ 

Afternoon = Moody

Saturday again~ just done my midterm today ~

So Tiring ~ So Emo~

I wish that I have an extra money to go shopping~

At least I can make an excuse~ To just stop thinking of you~

I'm happy and sad behind the happy~

When i saw u in my dream again~

How much that i wish to see you ~

When i looking at your photo~

I wish that you will call me ~

I wish that you will send me a message~

Daily~

All my belongings... spoil in the same time ~

wallet ~

bag~

shoe~

shirt~

hp starting to hang hang hang~

and my heart~

Another thing that i should appreaciate ~

I will have 2 special christmas present in my 21th christmas~

I know I can't do anything~

Only i can do is ~ appreciate~

Thanks For Everything~

Maybe ~ 

This is the last stop~

I should make myself clear~

And make the decision~

I know I am not a good girl friend~

So I think I have to learn be mature and improve my personal attitude~

I wrote the message~ but after half and hour only to click 'send'

Finally~This is the END of the story~

5.38pm 20th 11 2010

Goodbye My Love ~ Goodbye ~

This is Another beginning of my new life~

Hi ~ Im Eshen ~

Babby Bob, Starbucks and My Heart~

Hey Hey~ I'm wearing Baby Bob today!Really a sharp Yellow Color~

Capture this photo randomly~Quite like this photo~^^

TIKIGOD ALL AROUND ~

I'm wearing Baby Bob today~

Sharp Color to light up my friday ~

To prove that my life are not just with grey~

Tikigod cheer me up today ~Thanks tiki ~

Weekend is around the corner~

Enjoy my Caramel Macchiato Coffee at Starbucks~

Christmas feel is all around~

Wondering how and where to celebrate my 21th christmas ~

Who will receive my christmas present this year ~

Are you the lucky one ~

Lonely Lonely Night

Lonely Lonely Heart

Wonder Why and Wonder How

To end this Feelings....

Sitting in a Cold Box

To freeze Myself

To freeze My Heart

Just to be as Normal

In my life

Life Is Hard

Love Is Hard

But it is easy when love is belongs to you

Telling your Heart

This is not The End

This is just not the Right Time......

Wake up in the morning today~

You still appear in my dream again~

This is only the way to be close to you~

Just beside you~Nearly and Nearly~

I appreaciate~ Because you are still connecting with my heart~

Daily~

Raining Heavily....

A Special Moment

The moment now ~ I forgot to hide my loneliness~

Raining so heavily~ Can i just run out to take a shower ?

Wash away my sadness~ Wash away something that I'm not belong too...

Things never go smooth ~ Whatever how you forced yourself ~

This is the moment again ~ The moment I'm thinking of you~

Suppose to take a rest after class...And i just can't sleep well...everything is still clear and fresh in my mind...

How to stop all this feeling ? I did try to work hard on my assignments...hanging out with my classmates...just to forget something that is not real...

Unfortunally, that moment is real .and i want it belongs to me...But I'm keep telling myself  That I'm BAD.. I'm BAD..

There is something that I haven't settle... It this the reason of Why ?

Time is too limited... You are so limited...

How much I appreciate the moment that I'm with you...

Although I am not a special in this world...But you are special to me...

Until today... I don't even know how to start a conversation with u anymore...

The feeling keep telling me...you are trying to....stay away from me....

I pretend like nothing~ pretend like .....hehe haha hoho.....

My god~ Is that me ? come on ..... I dont like this feeling....

I want the special feeling just for me from you....will it still posible ?

Raining still heavily ~ my shoe is dry inside my room ~

Once rainning ~ shoe get wet ~ Can fill in water too....

I really save this save that ~can wear just wear it ~can eat just eat it ~

When until the certain time~ everything is time to say bye bye~

shoes , shirts , handphone.....

Where to get my salary ?To buy a shoe for myself ?

I not dare to ask for money from parents... I just can't... I know my dad and mom ...trying thier best to earn money...I just know that I can't do anything for them when they are facing financial problem...

Where is the warm hug ? 

Where are you ?

And I am here....

Will you be there for me ?

I wish to tell you that 

''good morning''

'' must eat on time ya''

''Becareful when driving''

''Don't fall asleep infront the pc''

'' Drink more water''

''Remember to .....reply my message''

Everyday in my life...

Isit a time to stop this everything before I settle my problem now ?

Would you please ......Don't go away ?

Just tell me that I am not alone.... I am not....

Now.... Im telling you in my heart... Did u hear me....?



 

1st Day for my New Blog~

It is the 1st day~

I'm connecting with this Blog~

It is simple and clean~

Just like a plain of paper~

I begin the start~

To tell the story~

Are You Ready ?

I think this is the better place for me to express my feeling and thoughts....and i know i can't always post an emo message to let my friends worry about me at facebook~
Everyone fully agree and suggest me to create a blog....because they knew I'm a emo person. Maybe i can try to spread out all my feelings here to let myself to feel better~

What question should I ask myself today?
''Are you still emo today? Why? ''

Answer:  Yes. I'm still emo...The reason WHY ?  hmmmm~ I'm still waiting someone to give me an answer and promise~


ANSWER ? PROMISE ?
Don't you think is imposible?
nothing is imposible ?
imposible is nothing ?


What about is just a dream ?
A dream wouldn't be real and true right ?
What if ....The dream appears in your life when you are awake ?
Will it still posible ?
I need to know , I need someone to tell me .. it is not a dream...it is a promise for me ..a posible dream..


I want to know the answer....Would you answer me ....?